What can i say, i made it this far..i mean we made it. Sometimes its hard to believe what happen around us, something that u least expected will come out of nowhere. Same thing with us, never thought that she will be the one i could lean on, for now and maybe tomorrow, never came to my mind that we could be partner in caring, luv or even more. We put a lot of effort just to keep in track on what of most people said 'serious relationship', slowly stages by stages we learn and learn from our mistakes. The first chapter is a bit rough, but we're sattled that..and you know what..till now we are doing really good, we manage to put our mindset into more of 'distance is not an issue' than always whining and think as a barrier to us. I'm sure we will make it, right baby? :P

Just like in all of love stories movies, luv can bring a lot of mixture of feelings..today she whisper to me 'kangen kmu bgt, cepat dtg'..a lot of thing playing in my mind..guilt, luv, miss her, but as usual i only can ask her to be patience and convinced her that one day it will become reality. I'm sure we will stand really close..no more bad - connection using skype, no more hugging my pillow tightly when missing her (?), n the only thing that i see every morning is..her face..:) Still a long journey ahead, bur my hope is..this feeling will keep growing..growing in a sense that it will turn out to be more meaningful relationship, balance-ing each other and tried not to carry out too much with our emotion so we can still do our routine as normal as it is..'sehat', not blind by love..i'm sure you know what i mean. That all my wish for today.. let everybody witness our journey, and once we get there, i will tell the world that nothing is impossible (uhuy!). It just need a little bit of patience, effort, and of course trust.

Sabar ya, luv u sweet plum (dpt nama bru kmu)..:)